all over the place

As many of you know, Utah is the land of indecisive weather patterns. One day, it's mid 70's, and the next day...snow. For real.

Proof. It snowed on Friday! It was beautiful. Chelsea and I made a snowman for the residents to look at through the window. As I thought about it, I hadn't built a snowman in about 4 years? Oh gross. That's so long.

The bi-polar weather is in good company with my life. It's all over the place as well. I was going to stay in my same house (that I love!) for another year. I committed and then kept having an unconvinced mindset. I just felt a little unsettled, and I wondered if it was just that I was wishing there was something new happening and I was a little disappointed with the same-ness of my life. Well, on Thursday night, after emailing my landlord back and for through the week I made the decision to move under the circumstances I would be in for the summer. Weird. It has been so weird. I actually felt relieved when I emailed her, but I have since cried every day. haha Today was my first day without tears. That's good! So now the decisions!

I need to be out of my house by the 30th of this month. My interim home will be with dear Aunt Karen at my grandma's house. I'm really looking forward to that. I am not looking forward to packing. I am looking forward to new possibilities and opportunities. I am not looking forward to the waiting game and practicing patience to find out what the heck I need to be doing with my life.

You can pray for me. haha I could use it.

Three cheers for new adventures!